Spring Fever; Yeah, right!

In my pissy, stuck-at-home- with- the- kids- on -spring -break-while -PMS'D -mood, I've come to the conclusion that Mom's who work and let other people raise their kids are totally copping out. While we stay-at-home-moms are arm and neck deep in child rearing, you're out of the house leaving the messy work behind you and that's just dandy! It's just a bad day and YES, I'm griping about it. I think the kids have not faught today for a total of maybe an hour out of 4 or 5 hours. Drew's in town, but I haven't really gotten to see him much and Paul is out enjoying a nice lunch with the guys while I referee kids; am I jealous? - HELL YEAH. So, I'm just going to do my best to get through this day which includes taking Abigail to Occpational Therapy and dragging Elliott along with us, trying to keep my cool, and maybe just go out for once tonight by myself. It seems like Paul is always the one who gets to go out and I feel guilty if I'm gone for just three hours once a month or whenever it is I go out. Sometimes "doing my best" just doesn't seem good enough. Tomorrow is another day, maybe by then Abigail will have grown accustomed to the idea that she is on spring break and will stop freaking out about the change in her schedule! I'm just worn out emotionally...just tired of it all.